So. i actually go on dA a lot, not to upload anything or update though... so here's one.

i'm leaving for boarding school on september first. im sad and apprehensive and excited. mostly sad, i hate to leave hp and everybody in it. especially to go to freezing connecticut. ill get over it, maybe.

im not taking any art classes there or anything, and everyone knows that i dont draw in my freetime, so don't expect anything up here. not that anyone ever does...

ill get to visit occasionally, but not as often as i want to because its a three hour drive which my mom cant do a lot. stupid gas prices. and because she's the busiest person ever.

so, yeah. you'll see me around. i'll be favoriting pictures and leaving comments.

bye <3

tagged by nifler.

1) Name: Susanna Jivotovski
2) Name Backwards: iksvotoviJ annasuS
3) Named after anyone: Don't think so.
4) Does your name mean anything?: Lilac? Lavendar? Daisy? something like that
5) Nickname: Suzy
6) Screen Name: coeursjaloux
7) Date of Birth: 11/10/93
8) Place of Birth: Ohio
9) Nationality: 1/2 Ukrainian, and a buttload of other European countries
10) Current Location: my computer room place.
11) Sign: Scorpio fo sho
12) Religion: Christian. I just got back from a jesus camp retreat with my youth group.
13) Height: 5'8 maybe more
14) Weight: 120
15) Shoe Size: 11 my feet are monsterous
16) Hair Color: it's like ten colours right now. but i'm planning to dye it dark brown. its light brown naturally.
17) Eye Color: Grrrrrrreen.
18) What do you look like?: your mom perhaps
19) Innie Or Outie?: Innie
20) Right/Left handed?: righty
21) Gay, Straight Or Bi?: straight
22) Best friends: jasmin jackie camila mary julia i would have to say
23) Best friend I trust the most?: see 22
24) Best friends (Your sex): see 22
25) Best Friends (Opposite Sex): see 22
26) Best Bud(s): 22 again guys
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: not at the moment...
28) Crush: yep. 2 i think. i'm still deciding.
29) Parents: everyone has parents. duh.
30) Worst Enemy: am i supposed to have one? maybe mr. meseck
31) Favorite Online Guys: yeah because i totally spend all my time picking up men in chat rooms.
32) Favorite Online Girls: your mom
33) Funniest Friend: see 22
34) Craziest Friend: see 22
35) Advice Friend:see 22
36) Loudest Friend: 22x2
37) Person you cry with: i'm too manly to cry

Do you have...?
38) Any Sisters: No
39) Any Brothers: false
40) Any pets: a cat who doesn't like me
41) A disease: i have like 30 degree scoliosis!
42) A pager: they still make those?
43) A personal phone line: nosir
44) A cell phone: verison. i went 275 TEXTS OVER. and then i got yelled at. and then i got my texts per month expanded. oh the irony.
45) A lava lamp: nahh
46) A pool or hot tub: at gabi's house.
47) A Car: No

Describe your:
48) Personality: confident? musical?
49) Driving: get ready for road rage
50) Car or one you want: one that works
51) Room: deliciously messy
52) What’s missing?: sleep
53) School: transferring next year...
54) Bed: kind of comfortable i guess.
55) Relationship with your parents: mom=fabulous dad=dont really see him, good i guess
56) Believe in yourself: mostly
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? not really
58) Consider yourself a good listener? depends if i'm hearing worthwhile things
60) Get along with your parents: yeah
61) Save your e-mail conversations: no. that's creepy
62) Pray: sometimes
63) Believe in reincarnation: no
64) Like to make fun of people: not frequently
65) Like to talk on the phone: TEXTING IS WHERE IT'S AT. see 44
66) Like to eat? every second of every day
67) Like to drive? im terrified
68) Get motion sickness: not really
69) Eates of Broccoli: huh?
70) Eat chicken fingers with a fork: vegetarians own your face
71) Dream in color: si senor
72) Type with your fingers on home row: absolutely not
73) Sleep with stuffed animal: when i happen to spot one in my tornado of my room

What is.......?
74) The closest thing in the room to you: well im touching the keyboard. and the chair. and the floor.
75) On the walls of your room: A huge collage covering 1 1/2 walls full of awesome things that i tape up.
76) On your mouse pad: my hand and my mouse. it's red though
77) Your dream car: energy efficiency is key, kids.
78) Your dream date: it should involve milkshakes
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: somewhere fun
80) Your dream husband/wife: am i supposed to pick a celebrity? zack merrick? jack barakat?
81) Your bedtime: when i feel like it
82) Under your bed: another bed! it's as trundle bed
83) The single most important question: i dont know
84) Your bad time of the day: mornings i guess
85) Your worst fear: bees and rape/murder
86) The weather like?: warm and windyish
87) The time?: 4:58
88) The date?: April 20
89) The best trick you’ve ever pulled on someone: i don't remember. i'm such a hardcore prankster theres too many to count.
90) The weirdest food or drink you eat: weird vegetarian fake meat
91) Theme Song: Seventeen Years by Ratatat. look it up and have a party
92) The hardest thing about growing up: being a stupid teenager
93) Your funniest experience: too many to count
94) Your scariest moment: dont think ive had it yet which is good
95) The silliest thing you've said: again too many.
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you’ve done to get the attention of the opposite sex: pegged a ball at this kids head. it was a semi-accident. but he was really hot.
97) The scariest thing that happened while you were with your friends: I dont keep a log of these things you know
98) The worst feeling in the world: when you fuck up really important stuff for someone else
99) The best feeling in the world: helping others. awwwwwwwwwwwwwww

I tag no one. too lazy.

AH.

Going to see All Time Low TWO MORE TIMES.

Once somewhere in Pennsylvania for Gabi's birthday present.
And once at...

BAMBOOZLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES.

THAT'S RIGHT.

and so many other amazing bands are going on may fourth. the day i am going. i should buy my ticket soon.

so yeah. that's it.

i hate radicals. they're the worst math thing ever.

i need things to draw. but i'm taking some one time painting class. i think that is taking it too.

tagged by Citatus-Perdition

The 8 Random Facts
1.Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal / blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

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1. My house smells like fish because my house mate cooked some gross food.
2. I downloaded The Office ringtone on my cell phone yesterday. It's pretty awesome.
3. Jasmin is sitting next to me. And she's beating me with a cell phone. It's quite painful, actually.
4. I ate a death pocket for dinner. [link]
5. I went to the chiropractor an hour ago and my back hurts again.
6. I finished my Englished narrative. Score.
7. I'm going to watch The Office after I finish typing this.
8. I really like the movie The Dark Crystal. You should go watch it. It's a trippy eighties movie involving a serious genocide and lots of puppets. Just watch it.

And now..... to the office!

Oh. o0ojazo0o is tagged.
that's right jasmin.

Yeah. I have an office addiction. Expect fan art.

and expect other stuff too. really, i have drawn a couple things.
eventually, i'm getting someone to scan them.... eventually.

To Rebecca, Polly, and Dmitri: Free as a Rock is lovely so far. Keep 'em coming.

So that's it.

This was a pointless journal.

I'm going to watch The Office.